God says to hold your tongue.

God, help me.

Girls are cursed with tongues that do not want to be tamed. I read somewhere the other day that the hardest thing to do when you are hurt is to keep your mouth shut and if that isn't the truth then I'm not sure what is.

Life Questions # 68474

When do you trust someone?

-I'm aware that no one is perfect. I try not to put anyone on a pedestal. I do not want to be like some of the population on the west coast. They let no one in. They never just let loose and get crazy. They trust no one, they open up to no one. However, they do not get hurt. You can't get hurt if you have no one to hurt you. I don't want to be alone forever so at some point I will have to let others in if I want friends and a boy. I've had some friends from Georgia for over 10 years now and I have never even thought twice about trusting them.

Life Realization #7382

Don't quit school. Even if you waste your parents money and your money for 2 semesters or more. I love the way my life has panned out thus far.. it's the future that I'm concerned about.

-If I do decide to go back to school I will be the one to pay for it. If I move back east I will have to gain in state tuition. I'm used to making enough money to live on my own and do mostly what I want. I'm pretty positive that I wouldn't be able to handle a lot of work and a lot of school. So, I'll probably be about 72 years old when I graduate with a degree. Ha. Did I mention that to this day I still cannot think of anything in the whole entire world that I would like to make a career out of. (Besides being the wildest wife and mom ever or maybe living in a hut and walking around barefoot with some little tribe children and reading them stories.)

I know that God has a plan for me. It's just that I'm not good at trying to discover it, wait for it or plan for it. I want big things you know, things that will make me proud of my life but more importantly things that will make God proud of my life. I want to make a difference. I want Jesus to use every ounce of me. I want to give away all the love I have. I want every single person I make eye contact with to know that Jesus is my lover and the one that I follow. That is my heart but then BAM! daily life happens. eat, work, exercise, sleep. repeat, repeat. and then repeat. God, help me watch my mouth and help me maintain a kingdom focus so that I will always honor you. Love you, bye.

What I watched while driving away from the Grand Canyon.

The sun always rises and sets and everyday I'm amazed like it has never happened before.