Arizona..

Well, the time has come. I left Douglasville Saturday morning and headed to Oxford to pick up my mom where we started on our journey to San Diego. Last week was so hard. I had to say good-bye to my family in Douglasville, my small group girls, my church, my best friend and friends and my precious boyfriend. Yesterday however, was the hardest day of all. I cried from Georgia to Alabama, to Mississippi, to Louisiana to Texas. Someone told me.."Once you get on the road you'll be fine." So by the time we landed in Abeline, Texas last night and I was still crying I was feeling like a crazy lady. I missed that boy before I even left his road. I cried and cried and cried. All the while he was being my superman. He continually told me that it will be ok, that God has something for me there, that I have to go and figure it all out, that it will make us stronger and that no matter what I do he will support me in and he's behind me through it all. I'm not worried about what will happen to us, I'm just missing his touch and his face and his smile and laugh and kiss. It is incredibly hard to leave my love and best friend at home. Today I have repeatedly reminded myself that my Jesus will take care of me and that he has big plans. My friend Jenny from Midway told me Wednesday that the Lord blesses those that leave home to do what God has called them to. I hope that I can help people discover the blessings the Lord has already given them in San Diego. Please pray for me as my heart breaks from missing home, my best friend, my family, church and boyfriend. My Jesus says, "Draw near to me and I will draw near to you." James 4:8. Hallelujah!