Focus.

i have had the hardest time focusing lately. no, i do not have ADD. it seems that whether i'm trying to focus on work, my Jesus time, cleaning, or just thinking.... my brain is all over the map. i have been praying for two things for quite a while now: wisdom and focus. i have been trying to focus and trying to focus on how to focus and trying to figure out why i can't focus. yes, i know. insane. God is so faithful. he answers my prayers even when they seem silly to me. i think part of my struggle is adjusting to a new routine. i'm home a lot more these days, have a lot more flexibility, and a huge lack of routine. routine can be good and routine can be bad. i personally am more motivated and productive when i have a busy schedule and some form of routine. we had a staff meeting today and i got all fired up again. i've been asking Jesus to put the umph back in me and he did. today. side note: you know you have a great job when you look forward to staff meetings! God is helping me focus and hopefully he will pour out wisdom on me today and for the rest of my life. tune into the world news this weekend because God is up to something at elevate in san diego, california and you all should be jealous that you can't be here to witness it. Join us at Elevate this weekend for the first week of our relationship series!

shout out to my friend hannah who is walking down the aisle this weekend to say forever to my friend blake! wish i could be there to see the most beautiful bride on her big day!

and one more shout out to my sister's blog. such a great post and video!

love God. love people.