You had the chance.

"You had the choice to live, nothing happened to you, no car accident, no terminal illness and you chose to end it." I heard those words today and they won't leave me. Still so numb to death. About the third year of this numbness. So confused. During times like this it is hard to be so far away. Christopher Ta-todd. Jumping out of his mother's moving mini van on camera. Favorite favorite memory of so many. Tonight I ask Jesus to carry Debbie and Courtney through this. It's hard to see people you grew up with go through this. Chris Todd, you're loved and will be missed.